I should go to bed, but I can't, I always get this feeling that i shouldn't go to bed, and something will happen, and I will miss it. I am so tired though, by eyelids feel as if they will drop off, my fingers are so heavy while I type. Yet I force myself to be awake, I must stay awake, I depend on it.
But I don't know why.
Also I keep being the last of my friends on Facebook. It's kinda sad.