Sunday, February 19, 2012

Who would ever wanna be king?

You what's absolutely lovely?
You know what I seem to be losing at an alarming rate?
See answer above.

I don't know why, or what's wrong with me, but it's happened again. It used to be so good, We would all sit around, makes jokes, laugh be funny, bounce insults off each other. But now J! has left, found more interesting friends, or started liking a guy which is great for her and I am happy for her. But it's my fault she left, because of "the way we'd been treating her" I was told I should talk to her about it, but I don't really want to be told how shit I am.
And then, today I was informed that I was not on the list of three people that another of my "friends" actually like. And that they deleted a comment I made just because I made it. Which just makes a guy feel amazing. Add this on top of all the other shit going on in my life, like having to move houses, and Aden moving out.
It's just whoopdydoo fantastic.

I used to rule that group, not literally but I'd make jokes and people would laugh and people would like me. They'd want to hang around me, or organize stuff and invite me, they'd tell me stuff. Now I'm just that one guy who's mostly a dick and everyone has someone more important to talk too.
The list of people I am close to is now on like, two.
One of which is my girlfriend. So yep. One close friend. It's such a lovely feeling.

I wish I had a best friend. I don't want to feel lonely.
Friendhangz would be good right now... they always would..



  1. Well, The only reason I actually sit with the group is because of you and Jake, mostly. The rest of the group treats me like shit and all act like dicks most of the time...

    I get what you mean, and I haven't exactly been one to make jokes and jump around and be funny like I was back in the day. But eh, our group just isn't like it used to be. It's no longer as fun or friendly, I'd hang with you, But the only time I can get lifts into town mainly is when someone picks me up or I work for a lift.

    Cheer up. I'll let you know when I'm free and possibly try organize something.

  2. It's not that.
    You didn't even really cross my mind while reading this.

    But you mentioned one of the things I forgot to.
    People aren't dicks to you. Nobody says any of it to harm you, it's all jokes. But the whole group just seems to be taking things to heart, and then getting all moody.

    I'm just sad.

  3. Well, constant jokes that are insults aren't funny. It just annoys me.

  4. It's almost like you're repeating my senior year. Suddenly, you go from being loved to despised. Sigh.

  5. Sounds like we have a fun year ahead of us.